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You entered: Joseph Joshua W_ _ _ _ _ _
There are 19 letters in your name.
Those 19 letters total to 71
There are 7 vowels and 12 consonants in your name.
What your first name means:
Hebrew Male May Jehovah add/give increase. St Joseph of Arimathea undertook the burial of Jesus (in Holy Grail lore). In the bible Joseph was sold by his brothers into slavery and later rose to become a supreme power in Egypt. Also Jesus' legal father..
Biblical Male Increase; addition
Your number is: 8
The characteristics of #8 are: Practical endeavors, status oriented, power-seeking, high-material goals.
The expression or destiny for #8:
Your Expression is represented by the number 8. The 8 Expression is well-equipped in a managerial sense. You have outstanding organizational and administrative capabilities. You have the potential for considerable achievement in business or other powerful positions. You can expect to receive the financial and material rewards. You have the skill and abilities to establish or operate a business with great efficiency. You have good judgment when it comes to money and commercial matters, and you understand how to build and accumulate material wealth. Much of your success (or lack of it) may come due to your ability (or inability) to judge character. With the number 8 Expression, you exercise sound judgment in most of your affairs; you are realistic and practical in your approach to business matters.
The positive 8 Expression produces individuals that are very ambitious and goal-oriented. If the 8 energy is not in excess in your makeup, you will no doubt express these traits to some extent. No one has any more energy that a person with the 8 Expression who has a plan laid and is starting to work. No one has any more self-confidence, either. If you are expressing the positive qualities of 8, you are an outstanding manager because you can plan, initiate, and complete projects; you are very dependable and determined.
As it always happens, there can be too much of a good thing. If you have too much of the 8 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes. A negative 8 can be very rigid and stubborn. Ambition sometimes has a way of becoming over-ambition, and you may express an unreasonable impatience with the lack of progress. If your negative side is showing, you may be too exacting, both of yourself and of others. Sometimes this can even becomes a case of intolerance.
The number 8 is very materialistic and also very desirous of status and power. Neither of these drives are inherently negative unless they are taken to an extreme. You must avoid the tendency to strain after money, material matters, status, or power, to the detriment of the other important factors in your life.
Your Soul Urge number is: 1
A Soul Urge number of 1 means:
Your Soul Urge is the number 1. With a Soul Urge number of 1, you want to lead and direct, to work independent of supervision, by yourself or with subordinates. You take pride in your abilities and want to be recognized for them. You may seek opportunities to display your strength and usefulness, wanting to create and originate. In your desire to manage the big picture and the main issues, you may often leave the details to others.
The positive 1 Soul Urge is Ambitious and determined, a leader seeking opportunities. There is a great deal of honesty and loyalty in this character. If you possess positive 1 Soul Urge qualities, you are very attainment oriented and driven to success. You are a loyal friend and strictly fair in your business dealings.
The negative side of the 1 Soul Urge must be avoided. A negative 1 is apt to dominate situations and people; the home, the spouse, the family and the business. Emotions aren't strong in this nature. If you possess an excess of 1 energy, you may, at times, be boastful and egotistic. You must avoid being too critical and impatient of trifles. The great need of the 1 Soul Urge is the development of friendliness, and a sincere interest in people.
Your Inner Dream number is: 7
An Inner Dream number of 7 means:
You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Family....
It seems that with recent events, a lot of people are paying more attention to family and the importance of it. Even reading Jacki's blog she dedicates a couple posts to family. So after seeing "Taken" I feel I should do the same.
You never really realize how important the people in your life are until you don't have them anymore. There is so much these people can offer you, you know? The only people who you can meet who can honestly love you without REALLY knowing you. There's always this tie... blood is thicker than ANYTHING else. You can't choose your family, and NO family is perfect, but at the end of the day, I can honestly say there is that love and that caring that you just can't throw away. I don't know everyone in my family like I guess I should, but even when I meet them for the first time or the twenty-first time, they always make me feel like we have been living together for years. I love my family and I will be grateful for them until the day I die.
I was lucky enough to enjoy the family I was born into and have never had much to complain about anyway. My parents are still together and have busted their asses to put me through school and support me with anything that I really put my heart into. Not everyone has the same to say...but those aren't qualities that draw the line between good and bad. Actually, every family is good. Just depends on how you look at it. And that's the truth. Focus on what you have...rather than what you would like. Because when you can really do that, you won't need ANYTHING. At the end of the movie, they asked him, "If you even need ANYthing...." and he responded, "I have everything I need right here." And that's how I feel. As long as I have MY family... I have everything!
You never really realize how important the people in your life are until you don't have them anymore. There is so much these people can offer you, you know? The only people who you can meet who can honestly love you without REALLY knowing you. There's always this tie... blood is thicker than ANYTHING else. You can't choose your family, and NO family is perfect, but at the end of the day, I can honestly say there is that love and that caring that you just can't throw away. I don't know everyone in my family like I guess I should, but even when I meet them for the first time or the twenty-first time, they always make me feel like we have been living together for years. I love my family and I will be grateful for them until the day I die.
I was lucky enough to enjoy the family I was born into and have never had much to complain about anyway. My parents are still together and have busted their asses to put me through school and support me with anything that I really put my heart into. Not everyone has the same to say...but those aren't qualities that draw the line between good and bad. Actually, every family is good. Just depends on how you look at it. And that's the truth. Focus on what you have...rather than what you would like. Because when you can really do that, you won't need ANYTHING. At the end of the movie, they asked him, "If you even need ANYthing...." and he responded, "I have everything I need right here." And that's how I feel. As long as I have MY family... I have everything!
Memories
Written September 10, 2008
11:17pm
So he asked me for my heart.
I was scared as hell, but I couldn't help it. Against my better judgment I gave it to him, and honestly, I haven't regretted a day of it.
He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Six months and 25 days later, we are still together and even thought we may have our fights and arguments, at the end of the night we are still happy together.
I wouldn't give this relationship up for anything. I love this man, and I thank God everyday that I have him in my life. In 5 more days, on the 16th, we will have been together for 7 months.
Seven months...seven fantastic months and a while lifetime to go.
So he asked me for my hears ant I gave it to him...the best thing I could ever do.
What I would pay to go back to that day.....
11:17pm
So he asked me for my heart.
I was scared as hell, but I couldn't help it. Against my better judgment I gave it to him, and honestly, I haven't regretted a day of it.
He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Six months and 25 days later, we are still together and even thought we may have our fights and arguments, at the end of the night we are still happy together.
I wouldn't give this relationship up for anything. I love this man, and I thank God everyday that I have him in my life. In 5 more days, on the 16th, we will have been together for 7 months.
Seven months...seven fantastic months and a while lifetime to go.
So he asked me for my hears ant I gave it to him...the best thing I could ever do.
What I would pay to go back to that day.....
Saturday, March 14, 2009
OMG yes....!
First I would like to say I ABSOLUTELY LOVE the new Britney Spears video, "If U Seek Amy!" She has come such a long way from the "comeback" she had at the 2007 MTV Video Music Awards. She opened the show last year in 2008 with a cute intro (no dancing) and, in a shock to everyone, took home 3 awards for Best Female Video, Best Pop Video, and Video of the Year!. From there she has been on a roll. With the release of her documentary "For the Record", she gave her fans an inside look on her life and what she's been going through. We got to see how hard it was for her to cope and how much of a fighter she is for going after her dream. At the same time, her new album "Circus" was released. We got a taste of what she's been working on since Blackout, and her fans were so excited! Maybe this was the real comeback we were all waiting so patiently for. So far, from this album, Britney has released 3 singles as well as videos. "Womanizer", "Circus", and "If U Seek Amy". Personally, I loved both Womanizer and Circus, but I feel Britney really stepped up with this latest video in the dancing department. I was always really nervous about her life performances, because I felt that once she fell off she was never able to bring the dancing back to where it used to me. With the release of this video, I feel I can have faith that her live performances will only get better from here.
Good job Brittney. You have so many people behind you supporting you!
Monday, March 9, 2009
Time to Rant a lil.....
Ok, so lately I've been noticing something that I'm not too happy about. Well happy or unhappy... I just find it interesting if nothing else.
Why is it that older guys (men over the age of 35) feel that they need to offer younger guys things such as gifts, movies, dinner, money, etc. And in return for that, they need sex? But its out of nowhere, lmao. Like I get a message from this man one day talking about "you're so sexy, I would love to meet you and take you out for dinner/a movie my treat." At first I wasn't going to respond, but I thought it over and I was curious as to why this random man wanted to do that for me. So I asked him, "Why do you want to do that?" He responded that he would like to "Chill with you and take it from there." So of course I know what this means. The infamous "chill" and see what happens, or take it from there, or whatever happens happens, all means ONE thing. "I wanna get you naked and have sexual relations." Something I was not, or am not interested in with this man. So I tell him, "Oh aiight, that's cool, but I have no interest in having sex with you." And you know what he says???? Absolutely nothing, lmao. Not a word, and I just laughed. It was a mess. Like really?? Was I supposed to take dinner and a movie and go back to his place and drop draws because he spent...$30 bucks on me? No amount of money is enough to drop on the table and just expect me to give up the goodies, lol. I'm no escort.
But another part of the situation that I don't understand is, why is it only older men who do that? DO you reach a point in your life where you feel you can't pull anyone anymore, and you have to revert to the next best thing? Money for some loving? And do younger guys feel that they have the youth and the body that an actual date isn't necessary? I guess. Will I be subjected to shoveling out money when I feel I can no longer cut it in the gay lifestyle? That would really suck.... Like a lot. Lol. Gotta start taking vitamins so I can stay sexy for an eternity!... Or least until I'm 40, lmao. 30's the new 20, so who knows!
Why is it that older guys (men over the age of 35) feel that they need to offer younger guys things such as gifts, movies, dinner, money, etc. And in return for that, they need sex? But its out of nowhere, lmao. Like I get a message from this man one day talking about "you're so sexy, I would love to meet you and take you out for dinner/a movie my treat." At first I wasn't going to respond, but I thought it over and I was curious as to why this random man wanted to do that for me. So I asked him, "Why do you want to do that?" He responded that he would like to "Chill with you and take it from there." So of course I know what this means. The infamous "chill" and see what happens, or take it from there, or whatever happens happens, all means ONE thing. "I wanna get you naked and have sexual relations." Something I was not, or am not interested in with this man. So I tell him, "Oh aiight, that's cool, but I have no interest in having sex with you." And you know what he says???? Absolutely nothing, lmao. Not a word, and I just laughed. It was a mess. Like really?? Was I supposed to take dinner and a movie and go back to his place and drop draws because he spent...$30 bucks on me? No amount of money is enough to drop on the table and just expect me to give up the goodies, lol. I'm no escort.
But another part of the situation that I don't understand is, why is it only older men who do that? DO you reach a point in your life where you feel you can't pull anyone anymore, and you have to revert to the next best thing? Money for some loving? And do younger guys feel that they have the youth and the body that an actual date isn't necessary? I guess. Will I be subjected to shoveling out money when I feel I can no longer cut it in the gay lifestyle? That would really suck.... Like a lot. Lol. Gotta start taking vitamins so I can stay sexy for an eternity!... Or least until I'm 40, lmao. 30's the new 20, so who knows!
Sunday, March 8, 2009
March of Graditude
This month is a month to try and focus on the positive.
Put all the negative shit behind you and be thankful for one good thing that you have in your life everyday.
Try and do this for the entire month and you should be happier.
This is the note from Angel Espada:
I want to start a holiday called the MARCH OF GRATITUDE. for everyday in the month of March, you write down something different ur truely grateful for, as simple as loving ur feet, or as deep as loving ur family. you post it up on ur wall (in your dorm or home) and u make it ur status on Facebook or Myspace or watever other sites u may be on... you aso make it ur away status on aim, or yahoo or gmail or meebo watever....
if we focus on wat we HAVE as opposed to wat we lack, maybe the word CAN be a better place, maybe tomorro WILL be a better day. pass this on....
-Angel
So March of Gratitude # 8 (because today is the 8th) I'm grateful for having dance in my life. Without it... I don't know where I would be.
Put all the negative shit behind you and be thankful for one good thing that you have in your life everyday.
Try and do this for the entire month and you should be happier.
This is the note from Angel Espada:
I want to start a holiday called the MARCH OF GRATITUDE. for everyday in the month of March, you write down something different ur truely grateful for, as simple as loving ur feet, or as deep as loving ur family. you post it up on ur wall (in your dorm or home) and u make it ur status on Facebook or Myspace or watever other sites u may be on... you aso make it ur away status on aim, or yahoo or gmail or meebo watever....
if we focus on wat we HAVE as opposed to wat we lack, maybe the word CAN be a better place, maybe tomorro WILL be a better day. pass this on....
-Angel
So March of Gratitude # 8 (because today is the 8th) I'm grateful for having dance in my life. Without it... I don't know where I would be.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
20 SECONDS!
1. I've come to realize that my last kiss.... MADE ME FEEL A LOT BETTER
2. I am listening to..... BAD GIRL (CB FT. RIHANNA)
3. I talk.... ALL THE TIME, LOL
4. I love..... TO DANCEEEE.
5. My best friend.....AND I PISS EACH OTHER OFF ALL THE TIME. BUT I LOVE HIM TO DEATH
6. My first real kiss..... IS ONE THAT I CAN'T REMEMBER, LOL.
7. Love is...... SO CONFUSING RIGHT NOW.
8. Marriage is......DOWN THE BLOCK AROUND THE CORNER.
9. Somewhere, someone is thinking.....ABOUT US HAVING SEX LOL.
10. I'll always be grateful for....MY FRIENDS AND MY FAMILY.
11. The last time I really cried was...DECEMBER 19TH. I REMEMBER IT WELL.
12. My cell phone....SUCKED UNTIL I REALIZED MY FATHER FUCKED UP WIFI IN THE HOUSE!
13. When I wake up in the morning....I REALIZE MY SLEEP HABITS ARE TRASH.
14. Before I go to bed.... I CHECK MY EMAIL SOMEWHERE.
15. Right now I am thinking about.....GOING TO THE GYM... WHICH I WILL DO.
16. Babies are.... CUTE TIL THEY LEARN HOW TO TALK, LOL. THEN THEY'RE EVIL!
17. Today I..... REALLY NEED A JOB.
18. Tomorrow I will be....STILL LOOKING FOR A JOB, AND DANCING.
19. I really want to be...HAPPY.
20. Someone that will most likely repost this is..... FROM A BLOG? IONNO
2. I am listening to..... BAD GIRL (CB FT. RIHANNA)
3. I talk.... ALL THE TIME, LOL
4. I love..... TO DANCEEEE.
5. My best friend.....AND I PISS EACH OTHER OFF ALL THE TIME. BUT I LOVE HIM TO DEATH
6. My first real kiss..... IS ONE THAT I CAN'T REMEMBER, LOL.
7. Love is...... SO CONFUSING RIGHT NOW.
8. Marriage is......DOWN THE BLOCK AROUND THE CORNER.
9. Somewhere, someone is thinking.....ABOUT US HAVING SEX LOL.
10. I'll always be grateful for....MY FRIENDS AND MY FAMILY.
11. The last time I really cried was...DECEMBER 19TH. I REMEMBER IT WELL.
12. My cell phone....SUCKED UNTIL I REALIZED MY FATHER FUCKED UP WIFI IN THE HOUSE!
13. When I wake up in the morning....I REALIZE MY SLEEP HABITS ARE TRASH.
14. Before I go to bed.... I CHECK MY EMAIL SOMEWHERE.
15. Right now I am thinking about.....GOING TO THE GYM... WHICH I WILL DO.
16. Babies are.... CUTE TIL THEY LEARN HOW TO TALK, LOL. THEN THEY'RE EVIL!
17. Today I..... REALLY NEED A JOB.
18. Tomorrow I will be....STILL LOOKING FOR A JOB, AND DANCING.
19. I really want to be...HAPPY.
20. Someone that will most likely repost this is..... FROM A BLOG? IONNO
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